Last night was really really rough for me. I got really upset thinking about how I am not there for Skyler and how I am going to not be home for 3 months of his life! So I cried hysterically for a while and then Shaun called from work, cried a little more. Then after work my amazing husband came to spend the night (Skyler was by my moms). It was so nice to have him here even though we went to bed right away. I miss them so much and whenever I am alone I have way to much time to think.
Otherwise today I spoke with a lactaction consultant regarding breast feeding preemies and worked with a physical therapist on bedrest excercises. Christy came and visited again...for 5 hours! We just kept chatting and time flew by! Its so nice having someone here to talk to.
They boys are here again tonight, Skyler was sleeping when they got here and stayed asleep. Shaun and I played rummy and he beat me like always :-) When I wake up i will be 25w4d! Thank you Lord!
Hang in there, Raven! I know it's harder on you than it is for him right now, but you are doing what is best for the 4 of you! If and when Elijah comes early, I have so much faith that he will do so well! The medicine and nurses/doctors are amazing nowadays! Premies are walking miracles! I know from my own experience with Aubrey!
ReplyDeleteI know EXACTLY what you are going through so please don't hestitate if you want to talk! :-)
Thanks Jessica! I always keep you and Aubrey in mind during all of this!
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