This morning I woke up to another bleed, this is my 4th bleed. It was a decent amount and they decided to send me over to labor and delivery and start the stupid mag again. I was hysterical for about an hour after they told me they were moving me, I also yelled at a lab tech drawing my blood which I feel super bad about. I really hate leaving "my" room and going on the mag. Luckily it's been about 12 hours and they have decided to move me back! I am going to stay on the mag though until at least tomorrow morning :-( I did tell them I need to be back by 8 for Greys though lol.
I am so incredibly frustrated with feeling like I have no control of the situation! But Elijah looks great at always and thats what is important. Doctor said again today that her goal is for me to make it to 34 weeks, I really really want to make it further than that. The nurse I had today said she had her baby at 34 weeks and he got to go home 12 days later which is super encouraging! I would like no nicu time but 12 days wouldn't be the end of the world. I just hope I stay super quiet for the next few weeks!
Oh and I am super excited for Shaun this weekend, he has a "man date" haha. He is going to watch the fights with a good friend. I am so happy he is able to do something for him because he is doing such an incredible job being a "single" daddy right now. He has been so great taking care of Skyler and keeping the house nice, and doing his best to visit me just about every day. I am extremley blessed to have such an amazing husband and father for my children. So thanks mom for watching Skyler once again so he can do this :-) I don't know what we would do without my mom and sister right now they have been helping us so so so so much, thank you guys so much you have absolutley no idea how much we love and appreciate you guys!
Thanks everyone for your continued thoughts and prayers!
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